puppycat loves to sleep on his litter mat (which is actually a bathmat i bought for $15 at target because it’s washable and effective as opposed to other litter mats which are actual garbage) and it bothers me so much bc yuck !! that’s where all your pee and poop particles are :( stop dorulu-ing in it ndngndkgndgn

but i get it tbh it’s the only comfy place in this room where i work and he wants to just hang out <3 stupid ass….MY stupid ass<3

i think i’m close to the goals / nye ‘resolutions’ i set for myself last year but as always, the feeling of it is unexpected. it feels slow and, like, foggy waters, like, it’s clear in the general direction but the details are blurry. oh, like swimming without goggles on and you’re in a lane with people behind you so you gotta go to the end of the pool but it’s just annoying to see just, like, a blue blur below you.

the vine that’s like ‘i know something you don’ttt i know something you will never knowww’ i continue to be in awe of how easy it feels to actually meet new people when i do. i think everyone’s a lil desperate to practice expressing themselves with no consequences, be polite and kind, offer lil nuggets of information or wisdom that i’ll be thinking or writing about for a while. like this dude who i bought this cherry wood table from. it’s kinda beat up and has a scratch on the surface that i have no idea how i’m gonna fix up but- it’s a hitchcock, it has these nice legs with feet that point outward and curves and gold leaf details on the four corners. the dude and his gf helped carry it up, and he said that he’s had it for a while and that his parents had it when they first met. so that’s what, like, 50+ years ago? bananas. then he said welcome to the neighborhood, to visit, and that he liked my evangelion pants. honestly, this was a very normal-core interaction but it’s left an impression on me and i will run with that !

god, puppycat’s grooming his lil paws, ofc they’re dirty you stinky cat !!! hhghhdshhhg