yuqiboy

john coltrane’s lush life is playing on 89.9 fm (ok fine, wkcr) right now

my windows are open and it’s cooler today and also a lil breezy so the sheer curtains are billowing gently. these windows are east facing (mostly) so when the sun sets it feels like a surprise every time because it’s so quick

ugh, i still can’t believe i lost to my opponent today (both of us ~3.75 ntrp) >:( aside from the mental game jostling about, so many of the points i lost were because of double faults and other unforced errors. insane how tennis is a pretty easy barometer to check where i’m at both physically and mentally. but maybe that’s just any physical activity that requires some thinking but make it competitive.

bro how are they making two movies but no s5 :~(

bye-kyuu fr

ALL ! I DO ! EVERY SINGLE DAY ! IS BREAK DOWN CARDBOARD !!!

bro i am becoming so increasingly worried about playing this 4.5 lv player today that ln i had a dream that i was doing everything in my power to avoid this match which is insane bc, damn, am i really that afraid to lose? and also, damn, why am i so convinced that i’m going to lose in the first place???

anyway the dream also was about this rando girl from middle school who had a similar name to the 4.5 lv opponent. big O_o moment

finished reading the left hand of darkness last night, and i’m inconsolable